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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Movie

January 2010
Fri, Jan. 8 Youth in Revolt +6 more releases
Fri, Jan. 15 The Spy Next Door +2 more releases
Fri, Jan. 22 Tooth Fairy +3 more releases
Fri, Jan. 29 When in Rome +3 more releases

February 2010
Fri, Feb. 5 Dear John +5 more releases
Fri, Feb. 12 The Butchering Ghost +3 more releases
Fri, Feb. 19 Shutter Island
Fri, Feb. 26 The Crazies +3 more releases

March 2010
Fri, Mar. 5 Alice in Wonderland
Fri, Mar. 12 Green Zone +4 more releases
Tue, Mar. 16 The Back-Up Plan
Fri, Mar. 19 Season of the Witch +7 more releases
Fri, Mar. 26 How to Train Your Dragon +3 more releases

April 2010
Fri, Apr. 2 Repo Men +6 more releases
Fri, Apr. 9 The Losers +3 more releases
Fri, Apr. 16 Piranha 3-D +3 more releases
Thu, Apr. 22 Oceans
Fri, Apr. 23 Wall Street 2: Money Never Sleeps +2 more releases
Fri, Apr. 30 A Nightmare On Elm Street

May 2010
Fri, May. 7 Iron Man 2 +1 more release
Fri, May. 14 Robin Hood +2 more releases
Fri, May. 21 Shrek Forever After
Fri, May. 28 Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time +1 more release

June 2010
Fri, Jun. 4 Killers +1 more release
Fri, Jun. 11 The A-Team +2 more releases
Fri, Jun. 18 Toy Story 3 +2 more releases
Fri, Jun. 25 Grown Ups
Wed, Jun. 30 The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

July 2010
Fri, Jul. 2 The Last Airbender +1 more release
Fri, Jul. 9 Despicable Me +1 more release
Fri, Jul. 16 The Sorcerer's Apprentice +1 more release
Fri, Jul. 23 Salt +1 more release
Fri, Jul. 30 Cats & Dogs: The Revenge of Kitty Galore +2 more releases

August 2010
Fri, Aug. 6 Step Up 3-D +1 more release
Fri, Aug. 13 Ramona and Beezus +2 more releases
Fri, Aug. 20 Priest +1 more release
Fri, Aug. 27 The Lottery Ticket

September 2010
Fri, Sep. 3 Born to Be a Star
Fri, Sep. 10 The Town
Fri, Sep. 17 Warrior +2 more releases
Fri, Sep. 24 Guardians of Ga'Hoole +1 more release

October 2010
Fri, Oct. 1 Alpha and Omega 3-D +1 more release
Fri, Oct. 8 The Zookeeper +2 more releases
Fri, Oct. 15 The Social Network +2 more releases
Fri, Oct. 22 Red +2 more releases

November 2010
Fri, Nov. 5 Megamind +1 more release
Fri, Nov. 12 Rapunzel +1 more release
Fri, Nov. 19 Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part I
Wed, Nov. 24 Red Dawn +3 more releases

December 2010
Fri, Dec. 10 The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Fri, Dec. 17 Tron: Legacy +3 more releases
http://www.themovieinsider.com/movie-releases/-/2010/
The Green Hornet +1 more release\




Colleague

Here are my colleague :

From First Floor:

  • Ms. Low Profile
  • Ms. Fun
  • Ms. Straight Forward
  • Ms. Kind
  • Sir Friendly
From Second Floor:
  • Ms. Love
  • Ms. Chattie
By the time, I enjoy spend the time with them. As I label them above, that is the way I look each of them. They support me with that uniqueness.

Ms. Low Profile always teaches you that no matter how smart or fantastic you are, you still need to communicate to all people from the office girl or boy until the boss. You must respect them in equal way

Laughing is like the guardian angel to Ms. Fun. She can lit the happiness among us. Without her, it's so boring!

Ms. Straight Forward is like my mirror. She will tell everything without sensor. By that I can know my mistake and become a better woman.

Like our leader, Ms.Kind yeah..always remind us about everything and can accept our fault and give us chance to change.

You feel comfortable when with Sir Friendly. Yeah, he won't judge you! NEVER! even he will share his experience that can give you more knowledge.

When I go to second floor, I met these beautiful ladies...

I like her so much, I felt something same between us. Yeah, Ms. Love, she can be so confident in one day and so desperate another day... For me, she is still the smartest!

Ms.Chattie is quite close to me because she is so talkative. She always talk about anything never missed any topic hehehe.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

HoLiday Journal

Wed, 23 rd Dec 2009 -------> Planning to go Ms.Linda bro's wedding party but seems the condition not supportd me -_-'
So, I went to Ganesha, nice I could sing bhajan at least after more than one month never sing bhajan ^0^. After that got the concept of Mother' Day celebration from Stepa.

Thurs, 24th Dec 2009 ------> Watch Avatar yeyeyeye

Friday, 25th Dec 2009 ------> Merry X-mas! Finish the questionnaire, went to B2 almost the whole day from 11 a.m. till 7 p.m. I missed the Christmas party! Anyway, it's ok. I did something good also.. So not a big deal.

Saturday, 26th Dec 2009 ------> SHOW TIME! We had a Mothers' Day Celebration at lapangan! A lot of people came, that's the first time I talked without text about Global Warming!!!!!! Yeah I did it!!

Sunday, 27th Dec 2009 ------> Yeah... back to school work! Attend the Balviks meeting
N have a nice dinner again ^0^

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Happy Mother's Day!!!

She is tough...
Yet she is caring
Never show her tears..
Yet she knows how to express herself prefectly..
Funny ya..absolutely..
Comfortable with her..
Sometimes too sassy, complicated and stubborn.
But for me It's FINE!
I love her fully.
I never know that she is sensitive until today when I feed her..
I felt something weird, I dunno what is that??
Then I realize she enjoyed it... When "spoiled" by her daughter hehehhe.
I love You ma..
Have a good time! N pliz reduce to watch all those unnecessary show ..-_-'
N take care....

Monday, December 21, 2009

Between the talking....

Woahhh....tomorrow will be the last day before Christmas break! Kind of exciting but worry as well coz so many things have to be finished on time >-<
I'm getting used to with the school already, with the schedule, systems, rules.
Ok time to work again ....

Friday, December 18, 2009

Coret-coret


Just chatting with some old friends. It was quite nice especially to remember all those pleasant memories. I really love can talk with them again. It is like release the tension hormone in my self. Kind of miss them. >.<
Tomorrow is Saturday. Yeah, it's weekend but still have some stuffs to do! I love my jobs and also the people around me..
But suddenly I think about my college life, how to rush for assignment, crazy of the projects and due date, competition, debate, etc.
Anyway, the journey of life is like this.. I'm grateful for everything. This song kind of attract me..
Hmm..when will Cristmas Carol release here,,,,

Time Table!

I guess, my life is quite static recently....
Especially from Monday - Friday. What a life!

Bathing (morning & evening) : 1 hour
Praying (meditation & vedic chanting) : 1 hour
Eating (breakfast & dinner) : 1 hour
Family time : 1 hour
Netting : 1 hour
Studying : 1 hour
Sleeping (night) ZzZzz: 7 hours
Working (reading-writing-lunch) : 11 hours

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Pizza Hut

Yesterday, was a big moment at least for me. I got my family seated at Pizza Hut by my own.. . Finally, I did it. There is some some satisfied in that.. I don't know why?

I felt so sleepy after that.. I don't know nowadays can't stand until 11 p.m.
I slept around 10 p.m. Then suddenly wake up around 5 a.m.
Shocking because I have promised Nal for chatting =.=
Sorrry Nal... ketiduran hehehehe

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Miss

Wuahhhh I miss blogging!!!!!
My job really takes my time...
First week was quite bored there since I was still a new teacher. But as time passed by. I guest I'm in right place right now. Teaching computer class and ask to create a website for the school. Really used my knowledge. I'm so happy coz I can implement whatever I have learn in the college.
Some people said that this job is too small for International graduate like me..
Hahahaha..nonsense!
No one make a big achievement at the first step! Start with the small matter, do it perfectly then it will lead you to the higher levels.
I don't care for those that underestimated me. I know who I am. Anyway, feel free to give comment but I'm Sorry, I don't care!
I got what I want, stand on my own shoe at the right time. I feel great especially I did it alone by the Grace of Swami.

Nova's B'day!!!!
Tomorrow kind of busy Sunday...woaaaa

Sunday, November 29, 2009

New Moon

Watched "New Moon" with Bella*, Duck*, Law* and Skull*. Angel* couldn't come coz of personal problem (-_-').
Then four of us (minus Duck) was rushing to get 04.45 p.m. show. But all of the tickets sold out!!! I'm so dissapointed then we booked 07.15 show. After that only duck came. We just spent almost three hours with eating, window shopping and reading in Gramedia.
Since, it was Palladium. So don't expect too much.
I felt so bored already finally the movie start!
Hmm..what can I say? I HATE LOVE STORY! just like Clarisa. don't know why? Is it because my love life is so messy!
But I'm so sick about this movie already...
I prefer to read the book.
I borrowed from Bella...
Wish for holiday.......
*) fake names

Start a new life

I have started my new job around a week. Quite a random experience. I never thought that teaching will be as challenging as this. Really !
Eventhough, I'm still in my training sessions, I can feel already..the passion!
Ya..it's very nice.
Sorry, for some of my friends. I can't online as much as I can due to my working time, probably after sometime I will get used to by it. Anyway, u all know how to contact me ~_^
Since, I have worked, the world seems so different althought it is not the one that change but I'm the one that see it.
Now, I know why some workers are so moody when they come back from work, why they are so tired although they spend some of the time sitting.
Through this working experience, I give my gratitude to all my teachers. All of you are so damn great!! I respect you so much expecially my kindergarten teachers. I don't know where are you or what I have done to you when I was small. At least now I know, you have a great patience to handle so many small little children (some how very naughty) I know I'm!! hehehhe.
I just hope I can get the office mate soon. Since I'm the only one still that has office in 3rd floor.
Wish could give the best to the children and school. =^=

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Vikas 1st B'day!

Just came back from Binjai. Yesterday was Sanje Vikas first b'day celebration. Yeah, he is my second nephew was born from mu couz Ne Suresh and his wife Citra Ka.

"The birthday boy"

The celebration was succesful. It was quite crowd and of course full of children.. Plus the appearance of "poo" teletubbies there. Children were singing and dancing. Vikas was a handsome little boy with his jippa. Pretty much enjoying his party, talked with everyone. NO CRYING at all during the party. Hugging and kissing with the "poo", for me it's cute. The party started at around 3.30 p.m. and ended at 10 p.m. Wuihhh
"poo" teletubbies in action

The amazing part, the birthday boy was stay AWAKE until his party was over. Cool!
Since, I don't know some of my family. This kind of celebration can make me know some of them. I saw baby as well, the one offered for Ne Pega. She is just perfect for him, his type. Matured...very soft speaking (won't dominate him)...good looking..and come from well family background. She is just the one that Ne Pega wants. He should think of that!
All of us cleaned the place, after the party.
Time to open the giftsss ye ye..
Vikas got many presents, most of them are toys and clothes. I love the transformers robot :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Felt tinut..tinut

What a tiring day!!!! My migraine comes again after one year!!
Went with Pina to watch 2012 but it was sold out in two theatres. Since we had to wait for Nova then we changed the plan and I watched the movie that I basically never heard before "ORPHAN". I thought it was kind of horror movie but it wasn't!!!
What a "sick" movie for me!
It basically a story of a girl that has a hormone disorder that kept her trap in children body although she is getting older. So everybody thought that she is a 9 years old girl although her original age is 33 years old..
She always try to flatter the parents (father) that adopted her, if it fails, she will kill the whole family...
Then the story continue until she is adopted by this couple Kate and Jonny. Just the same, she hates Kate and try to flatter Jonny to love her.
At the end, she kill Jonny because rejected her and she got killed by Kate.
I really can't watch this kind of movie that full of jealousy and haters.. I'm not feeling so good after that.

Plus..my car alarm key was off because I in accidentally pour water on it. It couldn't open the car, so I opened it with the key. N THE ALARM ON.......................................
I was trying to find the button to off it! I failed!
It kept alarming....from sun plaza, to Nova's U and to Pina's house. Finally one of Pina's relative if I'm not mistaken Ne Suresh, helped to stop the alarm by pull out the cable..
What A NIGHT!
I felt like driving an ambulance..tinut..tinut...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

The Pearl of the Orient

Today I just read one of my best friend blog..
I never realized before that I'm the one that mentioned by her. It's just unbelievable. It just flow for 2 years. We have so many stuffs to share. She is so close to me. It could make others jealous -_-' as well.
But I have to leave her and others that day. Yeah, I make decision to continue my study and get a job here in my hometown in Medan. It's a tought one.
For me Penang, the people, the environment. They make me growth. I was totally a different gurl two years ago when I was 19. A girl from a small city, a girl that didn't know anything about the real life, the people out there, the reality. My life was house, school, center and SunPlaza before I came to Penang.
I couldn't tell you what I have faced in Penang. I learnt alot from how to life by my own, deal with the problems about family and friends when parents are not around. Thank God, I always have a supports either from my aka n ane or my friends. Faith in God and their supports are the only thing that could make me stand still.
I always thank God coz give me chance to stay there. What a valuable experience I can't pay for..
I met with a lot of amazing people that fill my heart with love. Thx Swami...
I miss all of you..
To Ane and Aka thanks so much to take care me and hear all my problems. I'm really appreciate both of you to always be there for me. I hope I'm not trouble both of you.

To those special souls in INTI... my lectures, my friends, staffs, cleaners, guards, canteen and stationery uncles, library staffs...

To those unique people in center..I share a lot of moments with all of you in Relau, Brown Garden, NED, Glugor, Seberang, Bandar Klang and Shirdi Center in SP. (Sai Ram and Thx so much).

To those amazing teachers and children in D'Ladybirds: What a fantastic days with all of you!

Penang..you have the special place in my heart and my life.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Savvy Action

What a shame today!!!!
I forgot again where I parked the savvy today..haiZZZ
In Q-By after met Dev, Dhiv and Tinesh...
I searched searched savvy in fifth floor....tired n then I asked security to search for it -_-'
After half an hour... (wasted time)
They came :
"Miss your savvy is in fourth floor"
Arrrgghhhh
So shy...

Last Sunday

Today is the last Sunday, I will be here in Penang. I have booked the ticket for tomorrow to go back to Medan and settle back there. I have a firm and good reasons to choose this way. Hope I doesn't disappoint anyone. Definitely, I will miss my friends here..really. Life has to go on!
Penang changes me alot.
When I go back, I'm not the same person inside even outside like what I was two years ago.
It is tougher and skinner hehehehe
Luggage is my problem, since I have to bring all my clothes (i don't have any there in Medan) -_-'
So, I need to sortie one by one..and bring THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS ONLY since the max weight is 20 kg. Yeaah I add 5 kg extra for the normal luggage if you are traveling with Airasia.

Quick Note for concert

D'Ladybirds had a graduation and concert yesterday. It was very different for what I could imagine. Everyone was so busy like that was their first time of doing the event. Wow!! I'm a bit stressed there behind the stage!!! I didn't know what the teachers felt.
D'Ladybirds is the kindergarten where my sis works and it has two schools, one in P.Tikus and one in Minden, Glugor.
The note for this year is "CHANGE THE SOUND SYSTEM MEN"

Monday, November 2, 2009

Losing - Getting

I lost my phone yesterday...
I felt so disconnected. No internet and no phone. It's kind of difficult...nope really difficult.
So, anyway, friend if you want to contact me, can go through my sis or bro phone.
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This is the phone that I brought to subsitute the old one. It is quite simple 2700 classic. I bought with RM360. Since, I don't really a maniac in fancy2 phone. This phone is enough. Got bluetooth, build-in 1G memory card, Camera, Java and Flash Lite, Email, Mp3 player and radio. hehehe I'm happy already..
The screen display also big. Anyway, phone is important especially if u do travel alone alot!!

Take care...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Asma's Day!

Yesterday watched a movie with Asma and KL....
Since, I haven't meet them quite a while.

(Selvia, Asma n K.Loong)
We watched in Gurney for 1 o'clock show....
"Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs"
It is in 3D, like Asma said, it was the first time for me as well watched movie in 3D. Hmm...quite different, the obvious thing is only blurry intensity.
My advice is "NEVER WATCH THIS MOVIE WHEN YOU ARE HUNGRY"
All the delicious food falled down from the sky alotttt and in the big big sizes from cheese burger, ice cream, hotdogs, fried chicken, meatballs, pizza, donuts, jelly...etc etc!!!!!
Then Asma bought one sunglasses in Fossil..later on I knowed that she wants to change it with another one..
Eventhough, I catch a cold, it didn't stop me for tasting glacious ice cream....hmm Yummy
Stawberry Frozen Yogurt + Belgian Chocolate.. KL and Asma prefer the donuts!
Finally, we managed to find our way to Wimla Ka work place...
Bye bye to Kedar..I'm going to miss him. Yeah..he was leaving yesterday back to US..
What a day!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The Answer

Sai Inspires today, is something that I looking for. Thx, Swami.

Peace is essential for sharpness of intellect. Haste and worry will confuse the intelligence. Peace develops all the beneficial characteristics in you. Even farsightedness grows through Peace. Through that, obstacles can be anticipated and averted. In the past, you may have had failings, mistakes, drawbacks, etc. In such situations, the "Will to feel pure" must be strengthened and these failings will never be recollected. If thoughts run after the failings and begin to dwell on how they came about, you are prone to commit a few more mistakes. Since you already recognized these as your mistakes, why worry about their birth and ancestry? Of what profit is it to spend time on things that are no longer necessary? Do not think of your shortcomings anymore. Allow your mind to dwell on good things always. You will find this attitude very useful.

Kedamaian adalah sangat penting bagi ketajaman kecerdasan. Ketergesaan dan kecemasan akan mengaburkan kecerdasanmu. Kedamaian akan meningkatkan semua hal yang bermanfaat di dalam dirimu. Bahkan kebijaksanaan pun tumbuh dan berkembang melalui Kedamaian. Dengan kedamaian, segala halangan akan bisa dicegah dan dihindari. Di masa lalu, engkau mungkin pernah gagal, pernah berbuat kesalahan, mendapatkan rintangan, dan sebagainya. Dalam situasi seperti itu, perasaan “Ingin merasakan kesucian” harus diperkuat dan segala macam kegagalan tersebut tidak akan teringat kembali. Jika pikiranmu terus berputar pada kegagalan dan mulai tenggelam dalam rasa penasaran tentang bagaimana hal itu bisa terjadi, engkau akan cenderung akan melakukan kesalahan berikutnya. Karena engkau telah mengetahuinya sebagai kesalahanmu, untuk apa engkau terus penasaran tentang bagaimana hal itu bisa terjadi dan asal-muasalnya? Untuk apa buang-buang waktu demi hal yang sudah tidak penting lagi? Jangan lagi berpikir terus-menerus tentang kekuranganmu. Pikiranmu hanya boleh tenggelam dalam hal-hal yang baik semata. Engkau akan sadar bahwa sikap ini sangatlah bermanfaat bagimu.

-Divine Discourse, Sandeha Nivarini.

Aadhavan

Ok,I really can't wait to see Aadhavan !!!! I missed the premier hiks..hiks..
This is Tamil Movie that acted by Surya this year after Ayan..yeah..Surya
People said it was damn funny...
Let's c tonite... with Wimla Ka, Karti, Sangri Ka n Sathya..
Iswr ane won't come coz he watched already.
Hope every1 come on-time ^^

Here is the plot:

Aadhavan (Surya) is a professional assassin who works for his adoptive father, Ibrahim Rowther (Sayaji Shinde) and his brother, Tharani (Anand Babu). He is contracted by Abdul Kulkarny (Rahul Dev) to assassinate prominent Judge Subramaniam (Murali), who is presently working on child kidnapping and murder cases in the Eastern Indian belt for sale of their organs to foreign countries. Aadhavan fails to shoot the judge at the first attempt but angry with himself for having missed his shot, he promises to finish his mission. He then proceeds to use the judge's innocent servant Bannerjee (Vadivelu) to get into the family home as Murugan, Bannerjee's brother-in-law. He locks up Bannerjee's real brother-in-law, Murugan (Sathyan), in a ship and threatens Bannerjee with his name all the time.

Slowly Aadhavan, as Murugan, begins to win over the members of the judge's household beginning with the judge's mother (B. Saroja Devi), and eventually and finally with his niece, Thara (Nayantara). He attempts to assassinate the judge in the middle of the night and also by planting a bomb in the van while the judge is traveling to Darjeeling but both attempts fail. In Darjeeling, Aadhavan is handed over a guitar belonging to the aspiring wannabe musician, fiance of Thara, Ilaiman (Ramesh Khanna) by Thara to hide away. He plants a mobile bomb in the guitar and places it in one of the cars which soon explodes.

Thara is now suspicious but Murugan informs her in secret that he is in fact the judge's runaway son Madhavan who ran away from home when he was only ten years old. Thara soon informs all the members of the household except the judge that Murugan is Madhavan, although in private Muruguan tells Bannerjee that he was only joking and that he is not Madhavan.

However on Thara's birthday, Aadhavan shows that he is indeed Madhavan, when in a flashback it is shown that a young Madhavan carried a gift for Thara where a bomb had been planted by Madhavan's friend's mother as an act of revenge. Madhavan's father had put her husband in jail. Though Thara survives, her mother (Anu Hassan) opens the box and gets killed along with her husband in the bomb explosion. Madhavan runs away from home after stealing a gun from the police, accidentally shooting his father and killing his friend's mother who planted the bomb in the toy.

Meanwhile, Abdul Kulkarny is fed up with the attempts of Aadhavan and Ibrahim Rowther and decides to play his cards in another way. He persuades Ibrahim and his gang to surrender to the police and make a confession regarding Aadhavan. When Police ACP (Riaz Khan) confronts Aadhavan and is about to have him hauled off, Aadhavan takes the judge and Thara hostage. He then asks Thara to bring the laptop and the memory stick where the entire information about the culprits involved in the child kidnappings and murder case are stored. Meanwhile, the police commissioner arrives to reveal a further plot twist: Aadhavan is actually indeed Madhavan, the judge's runaway son. The police had caught him when he was making his escape after his attempt to kill the judge had failed. It was then that he made his confession of being the judge's son. The police asked him to go back to the house to protect his father over a twenty four hour period everyday.

This information is relayed to the judge who is tearfully grateful to his son. Meanwhile, Abdul Kulkarny attacks the vehicle in which the Judge, his son and Thara are traveling and a fight ensues where Kulkarny is ultimately killed.

source: wikipedia.com

Moving

Woaaaaahhh....
We are finally shifting to the new place..
It's kind of messy with all these empty boxes everywhere...
While browsing in my friends' facebook pages. I found this dictum:
No comment...-_-

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Little Shopping in Little India

Saturday did some quick shopping in market street (Little India)Penang...There were a lot of people. I'm quick existing, I dunno why.
Probably see so many people..look so happy.. They just have fun, select some suits.. Have lunch with the bunch of family.. You can absolutely feel the deepavali atmosphere there...
Plus the weather also support my shopping mood...
I bought one light green punjabi suit for paddi and 2 tops (at Gayatri) n 1 jippa (at Kamdar) for Appa. A saree. This is the first time I bought a saree for my self..my self. Red in color... so nice I plan to wear it for Mita Ka wedding.. I just falling for that motif..
Basically, that's all I bought that day..
There are still some items in my list..hope can get it on time.

*pic's on d way.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Mood Swing at Fri Nite

We have a deal... but it seems so long..
I know this is the best for me. Sometimes, I just so weak...
I dunno what to do.
The only way to minimize the feeling is by keep your self busy. Focus on your goal...
Only Him know the best..
I accept that...
Swami, please give me strength..
It is going to be a long journey, full of stones here and there but if I hold tightly in Your hands. I know i will be able to pass it.
Cheers... ^_^ back to work.
No more mood swing hehehehe..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

The Day After Tomorrow Who Knows

Dead...
is the word that can't be accepted by certain people.. although it is
"THE MOST CERTAIN THING THAT WILL HAPPEN UNCERTAINLY " to all of us.
Some of us really afraid even when hear that word (read: dead) only.....
As a human..when u are born SURE u will die...but u ARE NOT SURE when. Only He knows..only He.
Do whatever you want to do..especially the good things. Let the people remember your names by your good seeds..when you alive or not.

Life is short...you never realized it keeps moving..nonstop..
Now 21, work and study, then marry then keep ur family to run smoothly..go on and on...
This is "NOW" is the right moment people!!!! We never know until the day actually comes.
With all these prophecy, 2012 and the disasters that continue to happen in every parts of the worlds recently.

Enjoy the life...in good ways..help the mankind..make this short life, meaningful for you yourself, parents, family, society, country and the whole world (Go Green^_^).
You can be an angel to someone even without wings... Dun ever block your self for doing good. This is not the era to be shy or afraid. Make a new resolution today to make the life better. Even a simple smile can change someone's life...