Goat milk

Today I got a question which milk is pretty much good for hubby. Is it cow or goat milk?
Then i do some researches and finally come to conclusion that 'goat milk' is good for him because :

• increases the immune
• maintain the fat (so he can be six pack wkakakaka all the time).

What else do across my mind is the movie about Habibie and Ainun, it really interests me. The movie will release on Thursday, 20th Des. Probably should watch on Saturday.

C..ya

Migrain

Migrain is really killed my day.. i felt through out the day, I’m so sad coz it means what my boss said is true…

I don’t want to be mad, is it because of phone radiation? since I talked so long for certain people. I need to buy one headset.. It’s quite painful. I just want to take rest without anyone disturbance.

Probably, today. Since I’m off for Theosophy class. Yeah, I wear skirt and don’t bring any shawl.

Pelantikan Parisada

Yesterday, I was pointed be one of the member of Parisada. It's very brand new challenge for me to interact with the public. I mean being raise as Sai Devotee we seldom go out. Honestly, speaking. N now it seems  a new door that all the Hindu Youth should be hand to hand to help the society.. ^^ Ciaoyooo

The Ceremony

Twilight then Eclipse.... waiting for New Moon

It's so strange...
I'm searching for the "north-star" this place is so boring already.... I do really need a fresh one.
I wish could go to a sea-side, walking on the sand, feel the breeze and the wave, serve the children in there.. has a tremendous amount of resources...
Now,..It's like Eclipse.. I know something will be shiny behind the dark... but i'm in twilight.. Still about my self and my feeling ...

Why some how she looks familiar

Valentine

Valentine’s day always a special day to majority of people. When I visit Gramedia yesterday, It was crowded but only in “one section” which is “Valentine’s gift”. They sell chocolates and souvenirs, many lovers confused to choose :)

We’ll celebrate Valentine’s Day. Exchange gift and everybody can write one question in each paper then put the paper in the bowl. Then randomly another people will take the question any must answer it. Hehehehe…

“I saw you among the youths, you are different, your smile, attitude, style and moreover your heart.”

Hopefully in this Love day everyone will be happy and full of bliss ^^

 

Love U kong,

Selvia

Dharmapatni

Actually I have forgotten that I have a blog. Yup..it’s true. Frankly, speaking when this morning I tried to manage one website felt like i was in college doing some of my project.

It feels cool. I’m going to married soon, i never plan that it will be so soon like this I’m going to be still 24 years old yup going to 24…

I’m not ready.. quite afraid to face the life ahead,,, for 23 years. I live on my own do whatever I thought to be true make decision of my own….. REALLLY Enjoyable….

I’m going to share the rest of my life with the one I love, the one that full of love of me… we’re sharing stories, dreams, ideas,, often problems together…

Swami, only by your grace it shall be done.. be the dharmapatni is not an easy job…. Guide Me…

Love Always,

Selvia

Start to love my job

http://beautifulsunmontessori.blogspot.com/
I got this pic from the website above. I felt that is a very interesting description of life :)

This position requires me to think and talk wisely. In education field, especially when you are in the management. Your mind must always be up-to-date coz you are not dealing with the academic but the human resource as well.

Eventhough I consider my self to be the new bird. I have to ..nope MUST really learn and avoid the same mistakes.

Bhagavan, I need Your Hand to guide me...
Thank You...

Skip from routine

We are here in Sehat Motor, waiting for the car to be cleaned...
Biggy is so hungry until he can't stand not to order the food ;)

Our KPR is postponed because of double name.. he is so romantic but the bank haizzz...

Today is Ms. Rina's wedding, she is so preety in the kebaya ...

Wait for my turn :)

Sleep late

So happy can write in this late night. SO peaceful accompany by radiosai. I didn't do this for quite long time. Yups it's kind of routine wake up early morning, work for 10 hours, have dinner with Biggy, go home and sleep..

Miss my old style which was so much time at the late night...

Life in school is getting tougher, but everytime I faced a challenge, I remembered what Pak Phoa said yesterday during the Theosophy class:

"Happiness can come when you do manage to success in doing something that is impossible in the first place"

That statement keeps wailing in my ears..

Rajawali

Ku kn terbang tinggi bagai rajawali dan melayang tinggi...
Woah.. I always have some intuition to write and write... I have a desire, this probably the first that I want to have something..
I really even wish to have a gadget that allow me to write anywhere??
I confuse what it will be..

My passion to write is so.... much...

Like writing like teaching... i release my tension and emotion .. like a free eagle :)

New Life

I have been vacuum for quite a long time for my writing session. Today I'm not feeling well but I have a strong motivation to journal again!

May 3rd. I'm so glad and blissful that I have passed April. It was such a "nano-nano" month!

Struggled to buy the house, headache of preparation for LG, Swami's Samadhi.... My emotion is jumbled up and down.

I almost gave up..

Like usual there always this voice.. the one that makes me stand still... My inner voice

I ended April with Love and Gratitude Celebration, like what people called it. I feel Gratitude for everything :)

Nowadays, my brain is stuck, i keep everything in my mind.. Can't let it flow to these texts haizzz

Works have taken all my creativity...

Time has changed, I need to enjoy my life....

I have been slaved by all my work-load, be a master mind what Swami said. I’m the master. I must take control. ^^

It's a new life

I'm the way I'm and I'm happy with that.

I'm not as the determined person as I what few years back.

But I'm fine..

Can survive

Still full of love...

Peace

GWS Bhagawan

Ping^Pong

Aku sangat berharap keadaan bisa membaik tetapi tidak, kenapa kekuatan mental ini tidak seperti ping pong yang semakin kuat dipukul semakin tinggi melambung.

Kenapa aku bersedih? Apakah karena impian itu belum kucapai, atau karena ku gak mempunyai cukup kemauan?

Tuhan yang omnipresent, Aku bersalah, karena imanku yang lemah...

Ampunilah... Izinkanlah ku tuk memulainya lagi...

Berilah kesempatan, kuingin memperbaiki yang telah hancur berkeping2...

Menjadi satu kesatuan yang utuh, yang kuat seperti ping-pong....

Something in 13th midnite

Why God.. Why??? I can sleep well every nite, but not today.. Is it because today is 13th.
Yeah.. I almost awake every 13th of each month this year and my body time is still scheduled to wake up every 13th's nite arghh
God God God.. please please please....
Give me strength to know my way and my needs. Give me chance to help you

God God God ... please please please..
I don't want to be happiness fan, I just want to be problem solver...
I can't make everyone happy, I have just learn that one :(

Monday Nite

Stand Still :>

I know, I run away from anything....

But I do this in purpose...

Ahh... I really want to go to several countries as a backpacker :)

Support Skinny - Slim gurls

Skinny..skinny... many people said so... I'm also fed up if like that.

Being skinny doesn't mean you are not healthy.. being skinny doesn't mean u'r not sexy ^^
Being skinny doesn't mean u'r not strong as others.

I love my body and she is my friend... eventhough sometimes she is weak because of certain things. But I know she is as strong as robot (enthira mode : on)

For gurls outside there, dun worry when people say that you are skinny, slim, skin n bone and bla...bla..bla.. YOU ARE HEALTHY that is no 1.

And there a lot of outfit that suitable for skinny people like us (you cn be sexy also .. dun worry).. dun feel underestimate by others' opinion. ALWAYS THINK +

I'm skiny since I was born, I feel depressed when I was teenager. But now, no more...
I'm good n happy with my body :)

You can as well...

Diwali

Diwali almost here... another 3 more days. I'm so eager to decorate the house, clean my room, with these coughing and migraine.. really spoiled my mood. My throat and my head are so painful. But I'm happy happy... Because everybody will celebrate this auspicious day.

We will go to senior families' house. Eat cookies and have fun. I always love this day.

No happy fan

I'm failed to be a happy fan...

I can't make people happy...

Everything seems wrong
Everything seems so sad
Everything seems crazy

Can I go to the exit door??

May I God?

Human Life........ is seems so heavy.

DaRi Ku UnTuKku

termenung dan terdiam...

rasanya beban ini terlalu berat

cinta indah... kunikmati dengan sepenuh hati...

tapi kini itu patah.. no no no hanya retak.. :)

kutau cahaya matahari jauh bersinar.. dapat kurasakan sinarnya..

hanya waktu yang dapat memberikan cahaya itu sebelum awan nakal menutup kilaunya

kuharap sebelum terlambat...

My footsteps

I'm not normal. Yes, definitely right. I know that and I'm thankful to God for that :)
If I'm normal... I won't be in this beautiful world now..
Life is drama, play it Baba said. Now, I'm taking too many roles. I'm here finishing one by one my pending job, focusing on what I'm doing. I don't know what is right or wrong. I don't have right to judge. But one thing if for sure everyone in this world deserves to be happy..

That's what I want... enough make others' suffered because of me... either my family or him. ENOUGH! I walked on my own... I'm fine. I'm much more relax. I know all people that surrounded me.. they are moving forward, but I my self.. stick on my place. I'm dumb.. yeah..

Following the "lust" then brings the fire to me myself.... I need xtra water to calm it down. Now, I'm cool.. as cool as breeze in early morning. Can't see my emotion from outside. I cover my heart with thousand of silk.. It's soft from outside but hurt and hard from inside. I bring back myself, the independent lady. I walked alone with Swami... Hope He wants to forgive me... :)

Spirit Selvia, life needs to move on......