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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

History of 24/03/09

Today!!!
woke up at 8
one day b4 Nate's B'day

pu interview
reveal my statue
convince every1 that i haven't married

study for Java test

cancel all services from Digi

pay the fine RM2.50 for Java book
fried rice for lunch s
send chapter 8 notes to Fish

ponteng from basketball trainning
doing MGT project

trying to finish lab 8 java

In Britain, Queen Marry, Queen Elizabeth II’s grandmother, dies (1953).

do revision abt Java in class

Internet programming project is being postponed

meet Tom on the way to home
update ladytika


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Letter of confession

I know I made a mistake when I choose him. I didn't ask anyone.. appa, amma, even You swami..I decided myself.. and here I'm now suffering. Not because of him, but because I'm not ready yet for any relationship. You know, I'm such a "nerd" in love now! I convinced You I didn't three years ago.
Keep pretending that I'm ready for this relation, keep telling you that he is the one without realizing You know past-present-and future about every human being. You told me "he's such a nice guy but he isn't the one, I prepared already for you, the one somewhere..just do my works in this world. I'll send him at the right time, when both of you ready". I didn't listen, Swami. I was rushing, I was blind for that appearance, that voice, that gentle, that smile.. until I couldn't hear your voice and accepted the proposal without your approval.
You know for sure I won't regret for anything I have done in the past.. I'm sorry, Swami. Help me to end it now, if it is your wish.. I can make it smoothly. I love Swami..love him..badly..pliz give me strength to face it..I'm scared..
For now on, I won't do anything. I leave it to You...
I give u all my life including my love........take care, Swami.
I dunno where is the one? I don't care, because I know you will arrange it for me..hmmm no..for us. Because I know, he must be one of the good man alive. Because I know, you will give the best among the best. Because I know, he is there somewhere, just like me have a faith in you. Because I know, he is exactly exactly the dream guy that I have told you. Because I realized... "You will give what I want, that one day I will want what you give"
I give You one of my heart, hold it....Swami. Give to him One..day..yeah..when u think I'm ready,opps..no..when do u think both of us ready.
Just give me a strength to have a single heart after three years. I can't love anyone with single heart... be beside me..when I'm going to fall..
I will do my job as a student, I will teach the children of Yours... and become the youth of Yours that strive for the welfare of human being..and become a good daughter and sister for my family, even a good friend for all my friends, which I forgot to do recently....

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Principle of Mine!

Nine Point Of Conduct- By Swami..
  1. Daily meditation & Prayer
  2. Group devotional singing (bhajan) or prayer w/ family members once a week.
  3. Participation in Sai Spiritual Education (Bal Vikas Programme) by children of the family.
  4. Participation in community service work & other programs of the organization.
  5. Regular attendance at the center devotional meetings (Bhajan or Nagar Sankirtan).
  6. Regular study of Sathya Sai Baba literature.
  7. The use of soft, loving, speech w/ everyone.
  8. Not speaking ill of others, especially in their absence.
  9. Narayana Seva. Practice placing ceiling on desire consciously & continuously strive to elimate the tendency to waste time, money, food and energy and utilize the savings for service to mankind.
More info check out at : http://www.saibaba.ws/teachings/ninepointcodeofconduct.htm

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

F 41l

Think outside ur box... I did a lot of mistakes today.. I brake one of the nine principle conducts of my life. Hmm, after trying so hard.. today I couldn't control it...
To be continued....
Doraemon.....was on the-mind wkakaka
(sign in back)----->
Mams, plizzzzz I don't want to hear that story anymore! I knew already, heheheh...
Ok... Plizz don't spoil this innocent gurl wkakaka (pathetic pathetic)!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

X !Cross! X

Someone stunt me couple days ago!! Just like a turning point to my self..
We never know when or where that things happen.. when everything goes beyond your control..
There always be someone to remind you to stick on your path, the road..you have searched the map..you were looking for the way..you found it.. but..you went to another side??!! Someone...ya someone..the person..
To warn..u.. THIS IS THE PATH..U HAVE CHOSEN..N THIS IS THE RIGHT ONE! don't ever step away from it...
Thank... event though you used the way that I hate it.. deep inside my soul.. I know because you love, u did...
Once again..hmm thx!