on the way to inward

Swami send me please to Haiti...
I was so surprised, eventhough I prepared already since the beginning of 2010..
I don't know what happen there..except the things that they reported on television.
I just looking for the way to help them in real.. I know prayer can help..but I need something concrete. I have ever had a somersault life. I still can feel the feeling.
STOP being selfish. I don't care about my personal life.
I will work..work...and work..for Him and society. It's ok some people say that I'm cruel or workaholic. If you love me, you will understand my action and decision soon.
PEACE!