Need Big eyes

For days, I was thinking what happened with this memory card, why it doesn't want to upload or show the pics!!!!
Finally...finally...finally!!!!!!! It is just because of the small "lock" switch.. uh..

Only U

Pria biasa… penampilan yang menawan.. dia tidak sempurna..begitu banyak kelemahan..tapi tidak pernah berusaha menutupi… dia katakan dengan jujur dan penuh hati2 berusaha untuk melindungi hatinya yang rapuh…

Aku mencintainya..bukan karena wajahnya karena wajah itu gak pernah kulihat, bukan sentuhannya karena sentuhan itu gak pernah kurasa, bukan ciumannya karena ciuman itu belum pernah kukecup, bukan pelukannya karena aku gak pernah tau hangat tubuhnya, bukan genganngamannya karena aku gak tau gimana aman berada di dlm genganggamannya…

Hanya ketegasan dan kelembutan suaranya…bagaimana dia menyelesaikan masalah, memarahi diriku tanpa menyakiti, berusaha membantuku menjadi wanita yang lebih sempurna…

Aku masih gak tau siapa dia..dengan segala kegilaan yang dia miliki, mengisi hari2 ku yang letih dengan canda tawanya, memberikan yang terbaik dengan keterbasan yang dia miliki…

Dengan semua ketidakpastian jatidiri.. satu hal yang pasti..

Dia ada, nyata.. di suatu tempat disana…tersenyum dan

Mencintaiku apa adanya…

Love U.

Nightmare

I took leave for two days but still my blood pressure didn’t turn out well. I don’t know what happen with my body. I had a very powerful antibody in the past that make record absent-less student in high school. But now, even for recover from ordinary cold, it takes a week, what an ashamed!!!

I try not to think about it and do my activities like usual, but I failed to do so. The migrain is haunted me. I’m afraid, of something big happens inside, but I hope not…

God, give me power.. I miss school, students… I wanna have fun with them again…

I’m weak..

Happiness Fan

Today, in my solitude again, I was wondering, why I am so stubborn, why I am so hard….

I’m not, yes!! Finally, I realized I’m not. All of those attributes, are the roots that had been planted by my family. They never let me cry, complain or fail. As the result, I put cover and mask to protect my self yes.. that is my stubbornness..

Since small, I used to solve everything by myself, from the math problems until love matters, there seldom people to teach me to do this and that. I practically learn everything by me myself. I tried to solve genetic problem in biology for more than 2 hours, I learnt that u shouldn’t fall in love with ur senior that only like to pass by and smile with u, i learnt that you can get older but doesn’t mean u’r wiser….

Practically make me so independent, i feel somehow like I’m the son to this family because they act like that, even my appearance somehow far away from “feminism” I have everything that girl has, even I’m so sweet hihihi (narsis mode: on) But i’m blind of those gurl stuffs, even while in college, Tommy is the one that explained to me, you have to wear this..bla..bla… Weird! He is a guy.. pure guy and he suggested me..a girl.. to wear eye-liner, blush on, lip gloss to college.

I never feel that I need all of those except for my mom, I feel I’m so fine and sexy even without those things. Am I wrong? I’m still confuse about this part…

My purpose of life is become happiness fan that can give you wind of laugh and smile but before that I must recharge my battery first. Today, I start to not sweat small stuff, wake up a little bit late during holiday, spend some time for ur loved ones, write my blog, read books ( I haven’t read for quite long time).

My life is simple but doesn’t mean my thinking *wink

Teacher – Student

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America .
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.
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TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
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TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.

(I Love this kid)
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TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
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TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
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TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with ' I. '
MILLIE: I is...
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
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TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand...
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TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
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TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher