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Sunday, August 29, 2010

By Sum1


Sesuatu yg indah...
Sesuatu yg tak ternilai...
Sesuatu yg kadang medatangkan kekuatan..
Sesuatu yg hanya bisa dirasakan dengan dirasa...
Sesuatu yg terkadang bisa bikin kita tersenyum sendiri
Hanya memilki kesetian dan ketulusan yg bisa mrasakannya....
Tak Bisa Dinilai dan tak kan bisa di beli...
Only love...

Discipline

Finally,
I'm strong really I have Swami, I shouldn't be worry as long as I do everything correctly... I prove this today, when I am so confuse on what I should do...
Worry is always there but I can manage it, I give it all to Swami let Him the one that arrange. I feel so light.. so light :)

Even can communicate well with everybody. Tomorrow is mystery, I don't want to worry about it.
Today is present and I wanna enjoy my gift from God...
The quality of life is important not the quantity..
Make use of your time well...

Nice Saturday

Get problems in schools, almost fainted, tired, dizzy went back home want to have at least nice Sat hmm.. get scolded again with PC... What a Saturday! I wanna vomit now I don't know probably this is because of the avocado juice...

Saturday, August 21, 2010

PC

Yesterday, i was so moody but appa and amma seems so wonderful.. They didn't care what happen, they were still showering their love. So lucky :)
Actually, I wanna talk about PC. Yes, he is mysterious, don't expect you can know him within days. It has been more than 6 months. He is the partner that know how to stand strong, he faces everything calmly. Never complain. I changed alot because of him.
PC.. thank to be there when I need You and remember Bhagawan will give the best for you as long as you keep trying...

Love all of U :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

FullStop or Pause

Kadang2 tah bagaimana.. I just sat down, n think. I have everything in my life. Parents, Job, Love n Family. But I'm not thankful... Everything is messed up like today. I'm so stupid, I don't know what to prepare for meeting... It's just too foolish===

With PC, I feel so far from him, sometimes I'm afraid.. sometimes I'm confuse... I miss him but I can't express that... It's just so complicated.. Like we live in two different worlds and only connected during the break time.. n too much silence.. I fall in love but it's totally different from what I had ever had... I don't know until when I can stand :( Sad again... ====

In school, like u put someone that stress up with her own life and u asked her to teach n handle one school.. Like me.. 22 years old looks like 28 years old lady huff :(

Today, It's so miserable.. I wanna talk but dunno to whom, I seldom talk with people especially to what happen inside me... I never let any1 know my weakness..
I wish could talk to Bhagawan, but I guess He... bored already listen to all complaints of mine.
Please don't get bored if not U who else...
I'm so stressed.. Or just take......... make a fullstop or pause ????
Bhagawan... please.. Help me,,,

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Back to heaven

My life in this world is almost perfect... Family, friends, PC, job everything is like I want. It is just I want to go back to heaven..
Enough to stay here, I always fall asleep when they need me the most. Even yesterday, I promised to wake up at 10 but I failed to do so. I didn't talk to PC ... today is 14.. By this time last month, I spent the whole night with him. It's so misserable that know ur body is so!!! weak after working the whole day +++everyday is heavy raining :(

When will I go back to heaven, God?? I'm so sad :(

Friday, August 13, 2010

13/08

Good Morning,
I slept quite early yesterday around 00.10. Yup, today woke up because of the cockroach :)
Now, I'm quite fresh but don't know what happen with PC, he slept too fast yesterday. I hope everything is fine. Today is weekend. Wish could spend sometime with him tonight. But if can't, then no problem. Human planned, God decides.

I have found one cool date 8 - 9 - 10 at 11:12 a.m. What will happen to me on that time?? Let's check out later :) :)

Ok time to shower..bubbyeee

Thursday, August 12, 2010

GloBl W.


Today It was surprising me when I saw Medan was wet!!!! It was almost flooded in every corner.

Then appa showed me this news from yahoo.com.

VIVAnews - Sebuah bongkahan es berukuran hampir setengahnya Jakarta mengapung di Laut Arktik di Kutub Utara setelah memisahkan diri dari sebuah gletser di Greenland.

Dua fasilitas yang kemungkinan berada di jalur yang akan dilewati bongkahan es raksasa ini adalah kilang minyak dan jalur pelayaran. Kerusakan yang bisa ditimbulkan belum bisa diperkirakan. Dalam skenario terburuk, bongkahan es ini akan mencapai kawasan perairan padat lalu lintas di mana bongkahan es lain dari Greenland pernah menenggelamkan kapal Titanic pada 1912.

"Bongkahan es ini sangat besar sehingga kita tidak bisa membuatnya berhenti mengapung dan hanyut," kata Jon-Ove Methlie Hagen, pakar glasier dari Universitas Oslo.

Tim ilmuwan sedang sibuk memperkirakan lintasan bongkahan es mengapung yang sekarang sedang bergerak menuju Selat Nares. Selat Nares memisahkan perairan barat laut Greenland dengan Pulau Ellsemere di Kanada.

Beberapa gambar menampilkan bongkahan es berukuran 260 kilometer persegi tersebut. Bongkahan itu terlepas dari dataran es Greenland, sumber air segar yang apabila mencair akan menaikkan level permukaan air laut global sebesar enam meter.

Belakangan ini telah terjadi beberapa bencana yang oleh para ilmuwan dikaitkan dengan pemanasan global, antara lain gelombang panas dan kebakaran hutan di Rusia serta bencana banjir di Asia. (Associated Press)

Huff, I'm shivering with these stuffs especially today when it happened infront of my eyes. The rain isn't heavy but ....

Sunday, August 8, 2010

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I want to write, but everytime i sign in, what I should write.. It's just the same
Recently, I'm so afraid of my self..kind of weird. Afraid of my self.