FullStop or Pause

Kadang2 tah bagaimana.. I just sat down, n think. I have everything in my life. Parents, Job, Love n Family. But I'm not thankful... Everything is messed up like today. I'm so stupid, I don't know what to prepare for meeting... It's just too foolish===

With PC, I feel so far from him, sometimes I'm afraid.. sometimes I'm confuse... I miss him but I can't express that... It's just so complicated.. Like we live in two different worlds and only connected during the break time.. n too much silence.. I fall in love but it's totally different from what I had ever had... I don't know until when I can stand :( Sad again... ====

In school, like u put someone that stress up with her own life and u asked her to teach n handle one school.. Like me.. 22 years old looks like 28 years old lady huff :(

Today, It's so miserable.. I wanna talk but dunno to whom, I seldom talk with people especially to what happen inside me... I never let any1 know my weakness..
I wish could talk to Bhagawan, but I guess He... bored already listen to all complaints of mine.
Please don't get bored if not U who else...
I'm so stressed.. Or just take......... make a fullstop or pause ????
Bhagawan... please.. Help me,,,