InviSibL3 Again "Hmm"!

I want to go to place where I can't c them..
Just want to disappear..
Sick of all the problems..
I'm not a coward that run away.. I'm just simple ordinary woman (not yet still a girl!)...
I have limitation..
Probably I did a lot of "karma" in by previous birth...
It is very difficult by being an adult!
I dunno what is an adult before I came to Penang, I live full of comfort in my house mentally and physically... Never know the word "difficult", "sorrow", or even "tears"... Those words out of my dictionary!!
Here.. I'm changing day by day... I saw all the stuffs that I haven't seen before, "fighting, teasing, violence" between couples... I never saw that with my appa n amma in my entire life.. They have passed that period of time... Lacking of respect toward people... All that against my principle of life. I just want to go somewhere that I can start my life again.. from zero...
Here...I'm scared..
My heart pain (Not only my forehead hehehe)...
Bhagavan, help me..

* I just read some of my friends blog! It isn't just me.. some of them also feel sucked about their life!

I know, I shouldn't think like this.. I'm strong girl.. I'm "Jack of all trades but haven't master in one"... I should thank God because of his grace for every second of my breath..
I guess it is probably because of my PMS!!! kacau..kacau
This time I guess I need all my angels especially angel of strength and comfort... ??????? Where are they?