Today, I’m quite relax although my mind keeps thinking about him. But I try to hide it in the deepest part of my heart and brain. I came on time, taught the students nicely, then observed the place in Malibu then his thought came again… So nice if can chat with him since I’ve arrived at home around 2 pm. But again, my heart is still painful.
Then I just take rest then watched Ganesha Chaturthi’s video with appa and amma.. Where is Nova??? :) SLEEPING
I opened my fb, it took almost 1 hour to reply all the comments, then I browsed here and there.. still I tried so hard not to think about him… so sad. This is the effect of love someone without any return. You just love him..can’t hate him at all…
I talked to amma.. for awhile just the same, amma is in his side. :(
MY MOTHER MY MOTHER :( :(
I felt so bad already, then I took bath then got his called, but still my heart is painful. Rmbr his scream yesterday night..
I tried again, to forget that but seems so hard..
I texted him twice but he didn’t replay, I called he didn’t pick up. If I’m the one that do that didn’t replay, didn’t pick… he will scold me…
But he himself also did that…
Ok, Selvia now… BLOCK HIM IN YOUR MIND, CONCENTRATE IN YOUR WORK. LET’S SWAMI HANDLE THAT. Bubbye alll… Happy Saturday Nite
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