Emo

My mind and heart aren't there.. I always feel I wanna be free... I want to go here and there do something good for people or sit infront of my laptop and control my own life. PC is more than enough. Have tremendous amount of patient. I'm so bad.. I even don't have time and power to talk to him at nite.. It's just not the way of life I want to choose.

This morning.. I'm so weak..... This is always happened when I come out from that class, the class that sucks my energy :(
I don't want to be in that class... but he doesn't understand and insists me to teach.

God... I love all my students, please I love teaching as well. Please not because of that class, I QUIT.