Something in 13th midnite

Why God.. Why??? I can sleep well every nite, but not today.. Is it because today is 13th.
Yeah.. I almost awake every 13th of each month this year and my body time is still scheduled to wake up every 13th's nite arghh
God God God.. please please please....
Give me strength to know my way and my needs. Give me chance to help you

God God God ... please please please..
I don't want to be happiness fan, I just want to be problem solver...
I can't make everyone happy, I have just learn that one :(